(via deadon)
& i like :
sugar cookies, wavy hair, french braids, cocktail rings, peace sings, silver jeans, rasta anything, bob marley quotes, vintage hippy shit, hemp necklaces, psycology, banana republic, godiva chocolate, beaded bracelets, flowy skirts, ballet flats, buckle jeans, elephant ears, oversized sunglasses, layered necklaces, carlos santana shoes, cocktail dresses, bird tattoos, maccasins, pearls, cardigans, aldo boots, flower patterns, thin belts, boyfriend hoodies, fur coats, red lipstick, combat boots, leather jackets, pleated shorts, teddy bears, ball gowns, blazers, sam edelman, vintage comic books, dubstep, john mayer, blackberry pie, rompers, straw fedoras, 12+ hours of sleep, tupac shakur, the grateful dead, dr. p, skrillex, burning incense, deadmau5, peace, love, music, tribal seeds, nature, simplicity, watching my friends grow weed, orange fanta, facebook, animal feathers, the bahamas, wedge sandals, legging jeans, pencil skirts, sequins, yoga pants, chocolate covered strawberrys, black nail polish, warm vanilla sugar, sweet tea, badgley mischka, london & paris, glossy magazines, british accents, sunsets and hot chocolate.
favorite quote :
you can never cross the ocean, unless you have the courage to lose sight of the shore. - anon . friends for now, stoners forever
damned if i do ya, damned if i don’t.
you really have no clue whats going on with me. you asked to take a break, and with those words my love was full of confusion. was everything we went through just a dream? i know that my love for you is strong, but i do not know how long you are going to be gone for. you should just know that i will be forever yours. nobody but yours. all i honestly think about is you, i have no friends. therefore, i am telling complete strangers about my feelings. why is it that when i’m upset i listen to our song, or cry in your sweatshirt? its because i love you and i don’t want you to leave me. you make me feel so content. so peaceful. like your my drug, nothing has ever felt better in my life but the smooth sound of your voice. the touch of your lips on my back. the feeling of your warmth and the blood in your veins. i wish i could serenade you back into my arms. i really wish i could. i know people say that nothing lasts forever, but i know that we could. we can last forever. just let me try, please. let me see if we can keep this going, don’t just shutdown on me, you were always there for me and comforted me when i felt insecure. you asked me for your hand in marriage, and made me believe it would happen. what went wrong with that? did you just decide that you could leave? leave without saying goodbye? why is it that i am full of emotion, crying as i write this, but you don’t have the decency to talk to me? i don’t know if it’s because i’m a whole four years younger than you, age and maturity wise. but i do know that i can make smile, i can you laugh, and i even can make you feel content just in my presence. i will always be here for you, don’t forget that. you are forever mine, i can’t let you just leave. i can’t. i need to hear from you, to pick up my phone calls, to hear me out. just the sound of your voice gives me goosebumps. i remember falling asleep in your arms and the feeling of your heart beat was angelic. perfect. holy. i believe from this day forward that i am perfect in my own ways, i shouldn’t ever doubt myself. it’s not worth it. i am who i am, if you don’t like it; idgaf. if god were real, why would he be so cruel? tell me that and i swear it pigs will fly, and i’m not just talking about that one fat girl everyone knows. i mean like a legit alive pig flying. not just throw him off the roof and pretend he is, like he needs to be up in the hair. like way up in the freaking sky. that is all for tonight. 7/19/11
“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”
— Bob Marley
